December 2009
i will shake the persons hand who can tell me how many times i have dyed my hair this year and how many times my hair has changed colour?
We Will Fight We Will Fight Or We Will Fall.
caught in this world as it all falls apart.
To All The People In My 2009, Thank You- Whether You Have Been By My Side Or Not, Been My Friend, Made Me Laugh Or Smile, Made Me Cry Or Angrey, Messed With My Head, Said Stuff Behind My Back, Stood Up For Me, Helped Me, Listened, Argued, Cared For Me, Confused Me, Made Me Understand, Worried About Me, Lied To Me Or Li…ed About Me, Cried For Me. Loved Me Or Hated Me. Thank You. GoodBye 2009,...
“I’m not your boyfriend, baby, I ain’t your cute little sex toy, I’m not your lion or your tiger, Won’t be your nasty little boy, I’m not your boyfriend, baby, I can’t grant your every wish, I’m not your knight in shining armor, So, I just leave you with this kiss”
ooooopsss
yeahn so last night i drank to much. made people cry with what i was saying. told people alot.
i kinda burst. it happens sometimes everyone does it now and again.
went to bed with make up all round my face. didnt get to sleep til 2 in the morning. because i was still crying :\
then at 7.30 i woke up and wanting toast so strumbled down stairs and made toast. and started speaking to the tree and...
sorry
i mean it
I Love You All So Much
Im just sorry you had to know someone like me.
Mum Knows Something Is Wrong.
i think the purpose of life- is to break people...
and the stupid bastaard up there the ‘father’ what ever you want to call the grim twat. looked at me laughed and said that was easy.
since that night. things have got so much harder. it was pain i felt because of you. now its killing me.
i want someone to need me, is that so bad? i want...
(via imleavingyoumylegacy)
“Don’t Kid Yourself, We All Know You Two Are Gonna Fuck, The Question Is...”
Me.
I need time, (time) (Love) Joy (Joy) I need space (Love) I need me (Action) Say hello to the girl that I am You’re gonna have to see through my perspective I need to make mistakes just to learn who I am And I don’t wanna be so damn protected
Love me or hate me.
curiouslydorky:
its still an obsession.
MEMORIESSSSSSSSSSSSs
Everything Needs To Be Ok
i love you heather, everything is going to be fine.
things tonight i felt were arkward after what happened :\ me and him didnt really speak but there were others around soooo… i duno o.0
and now im like … wtf… im very confused because im confused about something ive been sure about for 9 months. im not so sure about anymore…
i just really want 2009 over.
please can everything just be ok!
Its A Downward Spiral From Here.
Dont Think I Have Ever Felt So Low In My Life. Not Even The Act I Used To Put On Works Much More.
All The Negitivity Has Left Me… Not Me, Ive Gone, And Wont Be Back For A While….
Theres Only So Much A Girl Can Take Before She Snaps… Before She Is At The Point Of No Return.
And Only She Can Save Herself, But Its Not Looking Like A Positive...
“Have You Ever Heard Of A Diet?
People Like You Really Don’t Belong Here.”
“HAHAHAHAHA Look At Her”
“I’m Scared For You Jo. You Worry Me So Much. I Can See You Getting To The...”
“Hey Fatty, Yeah You, Im Suprised Your Still Walking.”
“Yeah Jo Babe People Are Putting You Down Because If You Where Thin You Would Be...”
“Fat Bitch”
“I Never Knew An Elephant Could Play Football!”
“You Really Don’t Know How Gorgeous You Are.”
“I Knew You Were Special When You Understood What I Meant About Life And No One...”
“She Would Be The Best Looking Girl I Know If She Was Thinner.”
everything is beocming to much now. ive had enough. thats it. im suprised i havent ran out of tears.
i really need to speak to rich we fell out again and left it on a bad note.
god sake you would think we were together. no you would think he owns me!
good day tumblr's
i cnt really say much at the moment im going to have to drag my sorry ass to do coursework in a little while.
things dont seem to be going very well :\
but what can you do? either way what ever happens happens for a reason
im sat here on my own in the house a wee creeped out but uno and thinking about how im not gonna see my little class one again :(
just want to relax now read a book and get...
Good Night To All Tumblr-erssss I Going To Bed....
xxx
Perfection Does Not Exist Only In Our Minds.
However Every Person Being Beautiful In Their Own Way.
And This Is What Keeps Us Curious.
@onecreation
skepticsandtruebelievers:
onecreation:
skepticsandtruebelievers:
onecreation:
skepticsandtruebelievers:
do i know you in real life cos you seem rather familiar
im not to sure :)
where are you from? whats your name? :)
passion and im from london
is your name really passion? thats amazing!! well im joanna and im from manchester :)
yeah it is real :) x
that is so cool. i dont...
@onecreation
skepticsandtruebelievers:
onecreation:
skepticsandtruebelievers:
do i know you in real life cos you seem rather familiar
im not to sure :)
where are you from? whats your name? :)
passion and im from london
is your name really passion? thats amazing!! well im joanna and im from manchester :)
@onecreation
skepticsandtruebelievers:
do i know you in real life cos you seem rather familiar
im not to sure :)
where are you from? whats your name? :)
Sometimes the answers just staring you in the face, and you know it, your just to affriad to take that one step forward.
@werethesoulcaptives
thanks for following :)
i need to find myself again!
Ive Realised
im not coming out for a bit…. ive had enough and i need some space.
i really cannot be bothered rose is right im sick of the bitching to im sick how everything is turning sour. im just gonna step back for a bit… because its needed i love you all dont take offence but im just getting sick and itired of well everything so i need to sort myself out b4 anything else.
love you all
...
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FOR FUCK SAKE!
Sick Of Motor Mouths!
Hello My Name Is Joanna And I Need Space.
one thing any of you need to know about me is i need space, sometimes alot sometimes a little. my personal space is my security blanket any of you step in it you will know about it.
and right now i dont even hve time for my ‘soace’ coursework is a joke, placement is a joke, my sleeping patterens wtf are they about? i need answers and they eint gonna be answered so yeah im moody again....
You can fuck right off!
thisisauniquename:
Don’t treat me like a fucking idiot!
I am -much- smarter than I lead on.
Knew there was something going on. Everyone talking behind my back, but noooooo. Looks like everyone knew. “Everything’s ‘fine’.”
Like hell it is! You ignore me? Fine. I’ll ignore you.
Oh, and perfect timing, eh?
And you know what, stay the hell away from me!
dude are you ok :S